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Feel very bad now for bitching about ajima behind her back with other people after what Ping Hwei said yesterday during recess. She did not do anything wrong at all so why should we talk behind her back? What makes me feel even worse is that I still smile to her when I talk to her. I'm so two-faced but I can't help it. I just cannot bring myself to tell her that I don't like her...for no reason at all. Actually this applies to some guys in my class but I don't feel as bad as I rarely talk to them. I've this problem of disliking people from the first time I see them and it would never change no matter how many times I interact with them...except in the case of Hyesung prime. Plus, I will never let them know I dislike them and I feel like a jerk whenever they treat me nicely.
My mum went for some corrective eye surgery on Thursday. As if she needed that expensive surgery very much. Her need to wear spectacles is actually lesser than mine. She can do without it. Then again, mine's short-sightedness and her's long-sightedness. So, I guess I cant really know what's her problem. However, I do not know why she has to keep this a secret from my father. As if going for a surgery is some really bad thing to do so.
I hate people who are unappreciative of what others do for them. My grandma came last week and since then, she has been cooking dinner every weekday. Instead of being grateful to her for taking over her duties(like cooking, laundry...blah blah blah), my mum only knows how to complain. From the amount of food she cooks and the type of food she cooks, she will complain...to the rest of the family except my grandma. Why complain to us when we are not the ones cooking? And even though I'm quite close to my grandma, do not ask me to tell her everything that you tell me to do so! Go fucking tell her yourself and stop talking bad about her in English to me in front of her. Although she doesnt understand, she can sense it. Not everyone is as stupid as you. Plus, do not talk bad about her to my auntie in Hokkien and tell me another story about what you said because I can always ask my auntie what you said and am able to notice the discrepancies.
I hate it when people pretend to be concern about you when they actually do not know anything about you at all. That day when I had to go to Chung Cheng High for the competition, I also went up on stage in school to receive the prize for the SEF competition. Wanting to let my mum know more about me because she never cares, I told her the day before that I was going up on stage to receive a prize. Receiving a prize means that you've already WON the competition. However, when I came back after the Chung Cheng High competition, she asked me how was it. So naturally I thought that she was asking about it because I told her about this competition too, because she was supposed to send me there, which she did not. I replied that I anyhow did it. Then she went 'What do you mean go on stage and anyhow do the competition?' Fuck. Who on earth goes up on stage to DO a competition? Get your facts correct before asking on-the-brink-of-death me who was extremely tired after having to come home by myself and feeling really grouchy whenever that happens. Grouchy me was too irritated by her mixing up simple facts which could only mean she did not really listen to what I said before, so I raised my voice a little and said, 'I went on stage to get a prize and had a competition today.' She then started scolding me for shouting at her. WTF. I met her at the supermarket when we had this conversation and I did not shout as one, I was very tired, I just raised my voice a little to make my point more audible for her, and second, it was a public place for goodness sake! Fuck.
My mum should stop making a big fuss when I refuse to kiss her or let her kiss me. I do not see the need of kissing you when you do not even care about me and that you're rarely at home to let me do so even if I wanted to. And stop nagging that I kiss my grandma but not you. I believe I have a choice as to who to kiss goodnight. Plus, I sleep with my grandma in the same room so it's easier to kiss her than you who sleeps in the other room. And, I prefer to kiss my grandma because I love her better. At least she cares about me. I dont kiss my father either. In fact I dont kiss anyone else except my grandma so stop feeling jealous.
Some people should just go fuck themselves and die so that the earth would be a better place, and I am not refering to my mum in this statement. I just dont want to name the person only. Be appreciative if I show concern for you because I rarely do so and do not fucking humiliate me when I did nothing to provoke you. Plus the words you used to humiliate me, you are ten times worse...and that's a fact, not something I made up because I'm pissed. Everyone who knows you and me can vouch for me.
My mum went for some corrective eye surgery on Thursday. As if she needed that expensive surgery very much. Her need to wear spectacles is actually lesser than mine. She can do without it. Then again, mine's short-sightedness and her's long-sightedness. So, I guess I cant really know what's her problem. However, I do not know why she has to keep this a secret from my father. As if going for a surgery is some really bad thing to do so.
I hate people who are unappreciative of what others do for them. My grandma came last week and since then, she has been cooking dinner every weekday. Instead of being grateful to her for taking over her duties(like cooking, laundry...blah blah blah), my mum only knows how to complain. From the amount of food she cooks and the type of food she cooks, she will complain...to the rest of the family except my grandma. Why complain to us when we are not the ones cooking? And even though I'm quite close to my grandma, do not ask me to tell her everything that you tell me to do so! Go fucking tell her yourself and stop talking bad about her in English to me in front of her. Although she doesnt understand, she can sense it. Not everyone is as stupid as you. Plus, do not talk bad about her to my auntie in Hokkien and tell me another story about what you said because I can always ask my auntie what you said and am able to notice the discrepancies.
I hate it when people pretend to be concern about you when they actually do not know anything about you at all. That day when I had to go to Chung Cheng High for the competition, I also went up on stage in school to receive the prize for the SEF competition. Wanting to let my mum know more about me because she never cares, I told her the day before that I was going up on stage to receive a prize. Receiving a prize means that you've already WON the competition. However, when I came back after the Chung Cheng High competition, she asked me how was it. So naturally I thought that she was asking about it because I told her about this competition too, because she was supposed to send me there, which she did not. I replied that I anyhow did it. Then she went 'What do you mean go on stage and anyhow do the competition?' Fuck. Who on earth goes up on stage to DO a competition? Get your facts correct before asking on-the-brink-of-death me who was extremely tired after having to come home by myself and feeling really grouchy whenever that happens. Grouchy me was too irritated by her mixing up simple facts which could only mean she did not really listen to what I said before, so I raised my voice a little and said, 'I went on stage to get a prize and had a competition today.' She then started scolding me for shouting at her. WTF. I met her at the supermarket when we had this conversation and I did not shout as one, I was very tired, I just raised my voice a little to make my point more audible for her, and second, it was a public place for goodness sake! Fuck.
My mum should stop making a big fuss when I refuse to kiss her or let her kiss me. I do not see the need of kissing you when you do not even care about me and that you're rarely at home to let me do so even if I wanted to. And stop nagging that I kiss my grandma but not you. I believe I have a choice as to who to kiss goodnight. Plus, I sleep with my grandma in the same room so it's easier to kiss her than you who sleeps in the other room. And, I prefer to kiss my grandma because I love her better. At least she cares about me. I dont kiss my father either. In fact I dont kiss anyone else except my grandma so stop feeling jealous.
Some people should just go fuck themselves and die so that the earth would be a better place, and I am not refering to my mum in this statement. I just dont want to name the person only. Be appreciative if I show concern for you because I rarely do so and do not fucking humiliate me when I did nothing to provoke you. Plus the words you used to humiliate me, you are ten times worse...and that's a fact, not something I made up because I'm pissed. Everyone who knows you and me can vouch for me.
Bakkwa ranted @ 11:52 AM
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