Wronged

Today, Andrew gave a big box of bubble gum to Kym and me. We divided them up and I got the bubble gum box which I was reluctant to put inside my bag as I was scared that the gum might get squashed inside and my stuff would get sticky so I just held on to it the whole day, like I was some bubble gum seller or something.(thx David...)

Since my share of the gum was held at a place where everyone could see, of course, people will start asking you for them and it is only right to share considering that it was a nice gesture of Andrew to give me them. (ok, doesn't make sense here.) However, it is totally not my fault if they decide to eat them in class and make a noisy pop sound (note:it's a sound).

During GP class, before everyone strolled in, I saw SZ eating a sandwich right in front of Ms Too and was a bit shocked as that was how damn obvious, but Ms Too didnt say a word. However, she saw my box and came over to say some wu liao stuff that I forgot. I even asked her if she wanted one. Fuck, I regret it now.

During GP discussion, she suddenly stopped and called out my name.

Ms Too: Jiahui, if I hear any more pop sounds, I will blame it on you.
Me: But Mdm, I'm not even eating it. (stretching out my hands to prove that I could not even touch the box.)
Ms Too: I dont care.
Fuck it, this this totally proves that she fucking hates me.
Andrew: Mdm, you're unfair lei.
Ms Too: Well, I am an unfair person.
Michelle: That's why our marks are so low.
Ms Too: They will get lower than.

Why do I have to get all the blame? Eileen was like eating Pocky in the first row and she didnt give a shit about it. At least I was just sitting there, attentively listening to her. In addition, the gum was not suitable for blowing bubbles as it was too thin so it was totally not possible to blow big bubbles so as to release a large 'pop' sound. Plus, she was having a discussion session for God's sake, even if there were sounds, how the fuck did she hear it? I seriously dont mind if she keeps asking me questions during tutorials, as in every single tutorial but she did not need to make it so obvious that she hated me. It will only make me hate her back.

I was so angry and really felt like crying(because I was wronged). Ok, I dont normally feel like crying after getting scolded by a teacher, but I was feeling quite down and angry before that so...I managed to stop myself from crying but did not want to listen to her anymore. So, for the rest of the lesson, I talked to Ping Hwei, Li Ming and Eileen and ignored what she was teaching. What's the point of going through last year's questions when they wont come out this year for sure?!